[ she has to kind of. push the tube into the water and then climb into it. she's so short that it's kind of hard to kick her feet in the water to get away from the shore, but she manages somehow. ]
Aoi's not used to that.
Real people are weird. [ ... because she's used to fictional people. ]
[A low hum. He's vaguely concerned but also now relaxed. He's keeping his hand on her tube so they don't float apart and because taking her hand seems presumptuous.]
Like it feels bad or just not how you're suppose to exist?
Well I'm happy for you. You do seem a lot livelier than when we first met. [And you can tell he's sincere because of the warm happy vibes he's giving off!!]
I don't really understand your relationship with this god but... they haven't been helping you here anyway. I think you should just be the Aoi that you want to be.
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Aoi is like an archive.
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[Dropping the tube into the waves before plopping his beanpole self into it, then patting the water next to him.]
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Aoi's not used to that.
Real people are weird. [ ... because she's used to fictional people. ]
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[He will help a little, tugging her tub along with him.]
My memory's only especially good with numbers, technically.
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Most variables are kept track of by numbers, anyway. 1 for yes, 0 for no when you get to an event flag.
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I guess if Aoi is a computer program she's really made up of zeroes and ones as well...
[Sighs, lying back and looking up at the sky overhead.]
But I think that just makes you pretty remarkable. You can think and feel like anyone else.
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That just makes Aoi feel glitched.
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Like it feels bad or just not how you're suppose to exist?
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... But that doesn't mean it's what Aoi is made for. It feels bad to not be the Aoi that God wanted Aoi to be.
[ there's a guilt and a - buried, but very intense self-loathing. ]
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[And you can tell he's sincere because of the warm happy vibes he's giving off!!]
I don't really understand your relationship with this god but... they haven't been helping you here anyway. I think you should just be the Aoi that you want to be.
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which is weird because the wave of vague sadness is a lot stronger than the spike of happiness. ]
Aoi still wants to be an avatar of God.
But Aoi's happy to be... Happier!
[ well, yeah? ]
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Really?
[ARE YOU HAPPIER? BC THAT WAS A BIG BUNCH OF SAD JUST THEN.]
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Yup.
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You're still in school, right Aoi?
[Subject change.]