[A low hum. He's vaguely concerned but also now relaxed. He's keeping his hand on her tube so they don't float apart and because taking her hand seems presumptuous.]
Like it feels bad or just not how you're suppose to exist?
Well I'm happy for you. You do seem a lot livelier than when we first met. [And you can tell he's sincere because of the warm happy vibes he's giving off!!]
I don't really understand your relationship with this god but... they haven't been helping you here anyway. I think you should just be the Aoi that you want to be.
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That just makes Aoi feel glitched.
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Like it feels bad or just not how you're suppose to exist?
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... But that doesn't mean it's what Aoi is made for. It feels bad to not be the Aoi that God wanted Aoi to be.
[ there's a guilt and a - buried, but very intense self-loathing. ]
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[And you can tell he's sincere because of the warm happy vibes he's giving off!!]
I don't really understand your relationship with this god but... they haven't been helping you here anyway. I think you should just be the Aoi that you want to be.
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which is weird because the wave of vague sadness is a lot stronger than the spike of happiness. ]
Aoi still wants to be an avatar of God.
But Aoi's happy to be... Happier!
[ well, yeah? ]
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Really?
[ARE YOU HAPPIER? BC THAT WAS A BIG BUNCH OF SAD JUST THEN.]
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Yup.
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You're still in school, right Aoi?
[Subject change.]