holeful | AOI CATCHALL

AOI CATCHALL

(Insert a joke about putting things in holes)

Not used to what? Having something in common with another person?

[He will help a little, tugging her tub along with him.]

My memory's only especially good with numbers, technically.

[ aoi nods at that first part. fukuda will feel a little pulse of gratitude when he pulls her tube, and she relaxes a little bit more. ]

Most variables are kept track of by numbers, anyway. 1 for yes, 0 for no when you get to an event flag.

[Nodding.]

I guess if Aoi is a computer program she's really made up of zeroes and ones as well...
[Sighs, lying back and looking up at the sky overhead.]

But I think that just makes you pretty remarkable. You can think and feel like anyone else.

[ she does the same, tipping her head back to enjoy the (?)sun(?)ny sky. ]

That just makes Aoi feel glitched.

[A low hum. He's vaguely concerned but also now relaxed. He's keeping his hand on her tube so they don't float apart and because taking her hand seems presumptuous.]

Like it feels bad or just not how you're suppose to exist?

It feels good. Aoi's happier being able to feel so many things. Even sad things.

... But that doesn't mean it's what Aoi is made for. It feels bad to not be the Aoi that God wanted Aoi to be.

[ there's a guilt and a - buried, but very intense self-loathing. ]

Well I'm happy for you. You do seem a lot livelier than when we first met.
[And you can tell he's sincere because of the warm happy vibes he's giving off!!]

I don't really understand your relationship with this god but... they haven't been helping you here anyway. I think you should just be the Aoi that you want to be.

[ aoi smiles

which is weird because the wave of vague sadness is a lot stronger than the spike of happiness. ]

Aoi still wants to be an avatar of God.

But Aoi's happy to be... Happier!

[ well, yeah? ]