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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-19 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
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I GUESS?

[ TECHNICALLY NOTHING BAD WOULD COME OUT OF WARNING PEOPLE ABOUT THE DANGERS OF OPIUM I GUESS?? ]
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-19 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ You know what. Sure. Why not. A little funny something to balance out all the bullshit he's been feeling this week, he wants to see what kind of funny note Fukuda will write. ]

Opium is a depressant, so it effectively slows the brain down. Slowed heart rate, slow thought process... lowered sex drive.

Oh, there's addiction and withdrawal. Withdrawal has consequences like emotional instability, physical instability, anxiety and the like.
kokytos: (203) ill give you some hints: blood, carnival, fog machine, happy meal. (Default)

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ You know what, that is actually so legit and a respectful note, Steven doesn't even have anything bad to say about it. ]

That's actually pretty sincere. Why not, looks good to me.

[ Just love the descension from brain, heart, and then sex drive. If people aren't deterred by their brain or heart slowing down, maybe they'll deterred by becoming unable to fuck. ]
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
You're just.

A really weird guy, Fukuda.

[ It's still Wednesday. ]

...Oddly sincere.

[ Come on, let's just stick this note to the wall. ]
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
It's an odd set of traits. First the gap between physical appearance and personality. Then the odd thought train, though you're smart in your own way. And the blunt sincerity, without being overly optimistic about it.

It's a unique combination I don't see very often.
kokytos: (203) ill give you some hints: blood, carnival, fog machine, happy meal. (Default)

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
Well, it just looks like you'd be more jaded than you come off as.
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
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[ What's it with you people, who have already experienced or almost experienced death, and just can... live, like that?

Steven's just incapable of something like that. Or, rather, if he doesn't carefully control all of that, he'd get lost and swept away into nothing. No, he needs to stay alert.
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I guess that's a talent and power in itself, being able to live like that without fear and regrets.
kokytos: (203) ill give you some hints: blood, carnival, fog machine, happy meal. (Default)

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's fine, he has some thoughts based on talking to Grell earlier that week. He's also already starting to give up trying to get a full proper grasp on everyone's personalities and motivations. It's fine...

He notices the conversation topic has veered rapidly off course. He doesn't comment.
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Why, you just want the experience without getting addicted now?

[ Can't believe I'm dealing with Fukuda talking about vaping at 1:30 in the morning, goodbye. ]
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-21 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Nobody needs to go to an opium den. It's easily considered a place where people's wills and dreams go to die.

Though, if you want to have a smoke, I can't stop you. [ Will he enable this? ]
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-21 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
They fucking give out weed?
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-21 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
I can already feel that questioning this isn't going to get me anywhere.

If you want to do weed, I'm not going to stop you from doing it.
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-21 07:11 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, so this is past tense.

You already did weed.
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[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-21 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I'm afraid all you mentioned of last week was the copious amounts of blood.

[ Speaking of, did he ever get all of that out of his shirt proper? ]

Well, if you enjoyed yourself enough to consider it a second time.

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