holeful: (I had something special in mind)
Fukuda Tamotsu ([personal profile] holeful) wrote2021-02-18 09:06 pm
kokytos: (334) I told a kindergarten student that candy canes are bones of reject elves. ([36])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... ]

I'll tell you what kind of weird stuff Despair's been up to in exchange?
housewolf: (i need to go to dark cvs)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 03:59 am (UTC)(link)
Something like a feedback loop of jealousy...

[Still vague.]
kokytos: (423) i just chased my melatonin with red wine. it's 12:00pm. ([03])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
...?

That all sounds terribly ominous and vague.

[ Get a callout. ]
housewolf: (Homicide victims rarely talk to police)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
Hell of a time gettin' there.

What do you think of when you think of envy? It's a lot of jealousy, ain't it?
kokytos: (416) Going to spend my cab money on more shots and just take the ambulance home ([18])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ HM........... he maybe sees what you're getting at, so he will be gracious and not pry.

He shrugs, though.
]

Some people argue that Envy and Jealousy aren't quite the same emotion. I guess my image would've been to want what you can't or don't have... easily done by maybe pairing yourself up with someone from Greed. Or overcompensating in what little you do have by making it blatant and clear to the world that it's yours, no?

Mr. Douman is also in Envy, isn't he... it sounds like you're helping each other out as a group, at least.
housewolf: (if i ever act dumb i'm joking)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Win or lose, they're all clowns here.]

We still have time, if you're interested.
kokytos: (705) All I heard was "I swear it'll be funny" and then we were in jail. ([56])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ I hope you both know I hate you and I have put back on Harlequin on repeat in rl so I can really immerse myself in this absurdity.

......
]

Just to clarify.

What is this about exactly?
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[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I think should work.

[Cursed.]

Or... Who would you rather kiss? That kinda thing.
kokytos: (319) On a scale of "impaired judgement" to "Mel Gibson," how drunk are you? ([20])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
You're thinking about making out to this music?
Now?


[ JAN AND KAREN THERE'S PROBABLY SOMEONE DYING. ]
housewolf: cooking and acting (bisexual means you choose to like)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
So you would if the music wasn't going?

If that's a no, you should tell us what Despair's up to.
kokytos: (203) nothing ([35])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ FUKUDA DID YOU FUCK ON THAT BOAT? ]

...I don't even know how to answer that. Given the stress of the situation and assuming similar things to last week are going to happen again, I'm just astounded you're in the mood.

[ If you insist on it hard enough, he will maybe give you a kiss, but he is not going to fuck you here. With THAT playing, also. ]

...With Despair, I personally mostly have just been talking about topics I don't like very much. Nihilistic approaches, the powerlessness of humankind. [ Wow what a decidedly unsexy topic. ] Other Despairs have done things like actively putting themselves in danger, and the like.
housewolf: cooking and acting (bisexual means you choose to like)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes...

[Anyway.]

Do you believe in those topics, or is it just for the 'indulgence'? And did... Despair give you options?
kokytos: ([103])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
Believing in something or not is really dependent on the time and place, I think.

Either way... well, with my job and my daily life, thoughts of Despair is but a door's knock away to dig up. Since I'm constantly faced with my own mortality and all that.

"Options" are a bit more difficult. I guess, it's in a sense, something akin to facing your fears.

...Not much in all of that that would contribute to me feeling up for having sex, like some of you all have been doing.
housewolf: *continues to try very hard* (bro i don't even care anymore)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't turned anybody down so far either.

[He shrugs, like it's not actually a big deal.]

Despair does sound harsh... Facin' your fears. That shit takes time.
kokytos: (262) At some point i am going to say to you "i have this really bad idea! You in?" just go with it. ([16])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
Hm. Well, I suppose that's equally true.

[ He closes his eyes and crosses his arms over his chest. Harlequin riffs playing for the umpteenth time in the background in the brief silence. ]

You can have a kiss if that'll help your indulgence. But assuming we could just get knocked out at whatever time, I'm not doing more than that.
housewolf: (maybe i'm stupid)

[personal profile] housewolf 2021-02-20 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll come over to Steven.]

Take your pick.

One of us is gonna get jealous.
kokytos: (203) nothing ([35])

[personal profile] kokytos 2021-02-20 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ I can't believe he's doing this. He just stares up at the ceiling a moment, then. ]

Well, if "Envy" is your indulgence.

[ He beckons over to Omi. ]

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