...I don't even know how to answer that. Given the stress of the situation and assuming similar things to last week are going to happen again, I'm just astounded you're in the mood.
[ If you insist on it hard enough, he will maybe give you a kiss, but he is not going to fuck you here. With THAT playing, also. ]
...With Despair, I personally mostly have just been talking about topics I don't like very much. Nihilistic approaches, the powerlessness of humankind. [ Wow what a decidedly unsexy topic. ] Other Despairs have done things like actively putting themselves in danger, and the like.
Well, I'd say you shouldn't be so pessimistic about what happened last week happening again, but I suppose really you ought to... Despair sounds difficult, actually...
Believing in something or not is really dependent on the time and place, I think.
Either way... well, with my job and my daily life, thoughts of Despair is but a door's knock away to dig up. Since I'm constantly faced with my own mortality and all that.
"Options" are a bit more difficult. I guess, it's in a sense, something akin to facing your fears.
...Not much in all of that that would contribute to me feeling up for having sex, like some of you all have been doing.
Well, even if we're encouraged to stick to our sin, we're also supposed to be indulging in general, aren't we? So I've just been agreeing to whatever people offer me.
[ It was a purposeful pick, if only because Omi already made out with him once -- if he picked Fukuda, it'd just be evening it out!! Maybe another day Fukuda.
Anyway Omi, here's your dang follow-up kiss that you wanted. ]
[Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah dog is quite put out. But he's!!!! Been told!!! It's not enough to simply feel the feeling. You have to do something about it. So after just wallowing in his sad dog aura a moment he moves to fully just shove Omi and deposit himself in Steven's lap.]
Boys, what are we fighting over. [ Fine... your indulgence... give him a minute to try to get into a right mindset to at least make something beneficial out of this for everyone. Who knows, Pride, maybe. ]
Fine, he's going on autopilot until blissful magic sleep will knock him the fuck out. PLEASE let that magic sleep come in, he's going to be so upset if it was just a one-time thing last week.
He sits back and sighs. ]
It was a sarcastic question. Well, I can't give both of you attention at the same time...
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...I don't even know how to answer that. Given the stress of the situation and assuming similar things to last week are going to happen again, I'm just astounded you're in the mood.
[ If you insist on it hard enough, he will maybe give you a kiss, but he is not going to fuck you here. With THAT playing, also. ]
...With Despair, I personally mostly have just been talking about topics I don't like very much. Nihilistic approaches, the powerlessness of humankind. [ Wow what a decidedly unsexy topic. ] Other Despairs have done things like actively putting themselves in danger, and the like.
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Well, I'd say you shouldn't be so pessimistic about what happened last week happening again, but I suppose really you ought to... Despair sounds difficult, actually...
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[Anyway.]
Do you believe in those topics, or is it just for the 'indulgence'? And did... Despair give you options?
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Either way... well, with my job and my daily life, thoughts of Despair is but a door's knock away to dig up. Since I'm constantly faced with my own mortality and all that.
"Options" are a bit more difficult. I guess, it's in a sense, something akin to facing your fears.
...Not much in all of that that would contribute to me feeling up for having sex, like some of you all have been doing.
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[Fukuda: I've decided to just be a man-slut.]
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[He shrugs, like it's not actually a big deal.]
Despair does sound harsh... Facin' your fears. That shit takes time.
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[ He closes his eyes and crosses his arms over his chest. Harlequin riffs playing for the umpteenth time in the background in the brief silence. ]
You can have a kiss if that'll help your indulgence. But assuming we could just get knocked out at whatever time, I'm not doing more than that.
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[They as asking so much of Steven. Clown music continues to play and be fitting.]
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Take your pick.
One of us is gonna get jealous.
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Well, if "Envy" is your indulgence.
[ He beckons over to Omi. ]
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Ah, it's always Omi...
[Guess??? It worked???]
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Still, Omi will come over, and kiss. It's just as nice as the first time.]
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Anyway Omi, here's your dang follow-up kiss that you wanted. ]
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Steven's my partner, you know.
[Is.... is he?]
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Is he? Ain't that up to him?
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At least Steven's strong enough to hold this dog on his lap, even if he looks like... please... ]
I'm not aware of this arrangement.
[ What is he getting into... ]
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No? But it was your idea.... aren't we working together?
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You should listen to Steven.
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[JUST ANSWERS IT HONESTLY.]
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[Obviously?]
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Fine, he's going on autopilot until blissful magic sleep will knock him the fuck out. PLEASE let that magic sleep come in, he's going to be so upset if it was just a one-time thing last week.
He sits back and sighs. ]
It was a sarcastic question. Well, I can't give both of you attention at the same time...
[ Is he talking to two hornies or two dogs? ]
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Omi's had plenty of turns already.
[What have these two been up to.]
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[ And then the magic sleep dust or whatever it is hits and Omi's asleep on Steven's shoulder. ]